Did all the big places seem big just because of their emptiness? Somewhere in between those two stories, I discovered a new self. It's not just the transition, the change that made the game exhilarating, but the surprising conclusions and breaking the rules. Just to feel the blood rushing again.Come to think of everything I gave away, not about to get anything in return, I must've somehow ran out of generosity. Then, all of a sudden, some sort of karmic revenge: self sufficiency.